Lover I must tell you.
I think I am depressed.
I don`t know for sure, still, I suspect.
I have been sad, but not like this.
This sadness wakes with me in the morning
and drains my day.
It bids me good night and slips into my dreams too.
Lover, is this what it feels like?
I want to stay in bed but staying in bed is too much work.
my heart is tired, my soul is tired, my hope has lost its flavor too.
I have so much to plan, but planning is tiring . still, not planning is heart breaking.
i`m too tired to be heart broken.
Lover, again, I have been sad.
but not like this.
this sadness makes me feel empty but too heavy..
this sadness leaves me blank, with these words i want to write.
Lover, finally , I have been sad.
but, really never like this.
Lover,i must go… my sadness calls……